Bb Dm C
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[Verse 1]
Bb Dm
I have this paralyzing fear that I’ll maybe Go nowhere
C
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
Bb Dm
And I can’t stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
C
But being lonely’s worse than just having friends that don’t care
Bb Dm
You said it looks like I’ve been going through hell
C
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb Dm C
Ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
Bb Dm
I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
Bb Dm
A foot on the break ’cause it’s been making me carsick
C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Verse 2]
Bb Dm
Don’t wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
C
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
Bb Dm
Who knew that wanting someon? could ever make m? this desperate
C
Don’t think I’ll Do that again, no
[Pre-Chorus]
Bb Dm
You said it looks like I’ve been going through hell
C
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb Dm C
Ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
Bb Dm
I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
Bb Dm
A foot on the break ’cause it’s been making me carsick
C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Bridge]
Gm Bb
And maybe I’m just blowing all this **** up in my head
Dm F
But I can’t help it, no, I can’t help it
Gm Bb
Fooling myself thinking that I’ll never love again
Dm F
But **** I felt it, I really felt it
Gm Bb
And maybe I’m just blowing all this **** up in my head
Dm F
But I can’t help it, no,I can’t help it
Gm Bb
Spending too much time on things I know that I’ll forget
Dm C
But **** I felt it
[Outro]
Bb Dm
I’m trying my best here to be brutally honest
C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
Bb Dm
A foot on the break ’cause it’s been making me carsick
C
How could you blame me?