It’s okay I wouldn’t remember me either

Intro -x2-: Bm D A

Verse 1:
D               Bm       D
I don't want to be awake again
                        A
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Bm      Gm       D              A
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
D           Bm                D
I am mostly scared by passing time
                        A
The world it seems gets more unkind
Bm         D         A                Bm
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine

Interlude:
Bm    A     Bm D A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
A     Gm    D  A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.

Verse 2:
D            Bm     D
I am looking for an easy place
D                          A
To mask my thoughts behind my face
Bm  Gm    D            A         D
Oh, brown baked column of victory
Bm                          Gm
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
D                  A                     Bm
And let you forget that you were once my friend
D                                      A
Then watch another go on and do better without me

Interlude:
Bm    Gm    D   A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
A     D     A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.

Verse 3:
Bm                                Gm
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
D                        A                      D
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
Bm             Gm            D          A
These chemical reactions are dividing me
Bm                            D
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
                           A                       Bm
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
           Gm               D   A
They speak louder than everybody
Bm                              D
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
             A                              Gm
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
Bm                  D           A
I hate the way that I think and act
Abm                   D
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
                           A                               Bm
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
D                 A           Bm
And so for today, I'll remain intact

Interlude:
Bm          D  A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
A     Bm    D  A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.

Outro:
D               Bm       D
I don't want to be awake again
                        A
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Bm      D
If I go outside, I'll fall apart